would things have been better had none of this occurred would you be doing better i don't address this to any specific person, really i am not sure who i address this to
remember when we were kids and we got lost in the woods and we turned around and around and around and couldnt find where we were so we screamed and screamed and all the neighbors heard
dont become my friend terrible things always happen to my friends and i can only watch
and i still don't understand 
Chao 
